embarassing..

心血来潮，尝试用华文。今天早上参与了合唱团后，在每个1malaysia的摊位逛逛，其实还真的闷死了！下午被逼参加k歌大赛。我超紧张的，临时临急退我上台，还是老毛病，克服不了拿麦手抖的坏习惯！全部人唱malay and english songs，只有我们两个‘珍贵’的华人唱华文歌，哈哈，听得评判一头雾水。各才一唱完，我们两个就拍拍屁股走人，哈哈！不过满讨厌自己没有唱好，打败那些姓马的人！！真笨！不过，拿经验咯!还三块钱买经验咯..不然勒..

今天其实还做了一件值得纪念的事，我已经填妥了捐赠器官的表格。我知道阿妈一定不喜欢，可是我觉得这个立场没有错，又可以救很多人，我真的很想去做。也许我不能了解作为一个妈妈他那种思想，可是我明白她一定有自己的道理，所以我打从心底决定我不会让她操心的，我一定会照顾好我自己，不会让自己有事，然后得以照顾妈妈，让她快乐安享晚年。

捐血运动的站岗完毕之后，再加上丑爆的歌唱表演后，我和朋友像做错事的小孩一样夹着尾巴逃走了，连跑带跳的回宿舍。哈哈..回来没休息够，又来跆拳道表演的练习，还被嫌没力没气势，不是吧？我真的那么差吗？？为什么最近做什么事都力不从心？要不然就是即使尽力了，但出来的效果又不是我要的。真的快散了，我的骨头快散完了，我的心也好像快散碎了。有时想想自己好像真的很不行叻..我真的很懊恼。或许是事后长大了吧，我才发现自己有很多不足得修补、我得加紧脚步去追租别人的步伐，有时会觉得很累很想放弃，可是一想到每一项活动都是我的新体验，一切都是我迈向成功之前磨炼我的挫折，我就想说：“一切或许是值得的吧！”

tiring but enjoyable day^^

it is a tiring today.when i first opened my eyes, i felt so down and so so reluctant to wake up..
but 'bo huat',9am is the practice for taekwando demo on sunday.we are being invited by the Festival 1 Malaysia of our uni..so excited yet very worried..

i have been absent for taekwando practice from the beginning of this sem..today is my first time join back this family..haha..i looked so awkward in doing every steps.so paiseh nia..luckily seniors are nice to me.being patient,being tolerant..*relief a sigh*..but wat makes me worried is I HAVE TO BREAK THE PLANK!!i told Sir i m just a beginner la how can i?he kept telling us the plank is so so thin can break it easily even with the fingers..GOSH!exagerrating!!can i???sweat lah..

aft whole day taekwando i have to join choir practice somemore.is BSMM makan malam tonight.but i absent though i had being forced to pay..arghhh!!we sang 1 malaysia tonite..tomorow morning have to go astaka taman tasik titiwangsa for the Kempen Festival 1 Malaysia..i love to sing so it is ok to me..haha..

thinking of tomorrow i cant imagine how busy me will be..duty for blood donation campaign then being FORCED again to participate in karaok, then at night still have taekwado practice..packed!! (seems like im being forced in doing everything??)btw,it is a new experience for me and time for me to change and grow up by experiencing various activities that i nvr think of before especially TAEKWANDO..going to grad to yellow 2 tomorrow..it will be a new journey in my life..haha..Fighting!!

All men should strive to learn before they die, what they are running from and to and why.---james thurber

jie jie wedding~

my relative..

my 'leng sou'

dajie's bestie and my parents

my 'jiefu' and family

i performed lei..haha

it will be another start of a fairy tale..
so happy seeing my dearest dajie married!!
may u have the sweetest and happiest marriage..
Love ya..:)

My first post^^

im so desperate in writing blog..but time not allowed..
this is my first time..
this is my world..
my privacy..hehe